Sunday, January 15, 2012

sailing alone around the room




I hardly realized it was halfway through January.

The other day on my day off I decided to explore a village about 30 minutes from here called Cordes-sur-Ciel. It's on a big ol' hill, which as I was walking up to the top, the steep cobblestone street reminded me somewhat of Olinda, a village I went to one time in Brazil. We mounted the hill in a tiny Volkswagon going the wrong way down a one-way street, and the car didn't quite want to make it, and the hill was so steep that I was sure we were going to slide backwards to our deaths. But we made it to the top and ate tapioca with quejo and coconut.



cats-sur-ciel


Anyway, Cordes-sur-Ciel is a ghost town in January. Every single store, museum, and restaurant is closed until Easter. It was astonishingly quiet, and I saw more cats than people. The one interaction I did have with a human was a lady asking me for directions, how to get to the church or something. People always ask me for directions. Either I always look like I know where I'm going, or I look like a local, or I just look approachable. Someone has asked me for directions in every country and city I've ever been in, I'm pretty sure.

Sometimes I wish I was teaching little kids for the sole reason that they are endlessly entertaining (unlike high school students, who are endlessly lazy). My Wednesday afternoons with Paul-Emmanuel and Pierre-Olivier are a nice repose from high school attitude. Not that they don't have attitude sometimes (especially Pierre-Olivier) but they are just so precious I can't help but be attached to them. One time I was trying to teach Paul-Emmanuel about emotions and expressing feelings, so I was making faces at him and asking him, "what am I?" so that he would answer with "happy," "sad," "angry," etc. So when we started this game, I was smiling a great big toothy smile at him and asked, "what am I?" and he said, "ben....tu es belle, comme toujours." Uhhh well you are beautiful, as always. What a little heartbreaker. Briseur de coeur.

My French is coming along, I think...I am starting to think in French about half the time, which is good I guess.  I still have days sometimes when my French just goes all out the window, when I accidentally say, "It looks like it might cry today" instead of "It looks like rain." Or when I just feel stupid because I have to go to the pharmacy and say to the pharmacist, "excuse me, but I am in need of some liquid for my lentils." I still don't know if there is a different word for contact solution, but she got the idea. And then some days I realize how little I understand French grammar because it is horribly complex. My friend in Paris corrects me usually, but it interrupts my train of thought and then I feel like whatever it was I wanted to say isn't even worth the complicated sentence I would have to construct in order to say it. But even the French have arguments amongst themselves about what is "technically" correct. What would the Académie say ???

1 comment:

  1. Yes, your French must be coming along: "mounted the hill" and "nice repose." (BTW, I think you could say "nettoyeur enzymatique" or "solution saline," though I suppose there is a difference between the two.) And remember that the more advanced you become, the more difficult and nuanced the language will seem. Take it as a good, albeit frustrating, sign!

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